Apologies if this exists somewhere else. In fact, I'm sure it does. I seem to be striking out on that with my recent new topics, but search didn't turn anything up.
I'd assume that most of us have had this fetish a long time. And, like any fetish porn, it's a little embarrassing to get caught with. Sometimes it's not the end of the world, but... have you ever been caught by someone you really, really would rather not know you're into desperation/pissing?
I've gotten caught twice. One time I learned I need to be waaaay more careful with what my girlfriend draws... I left it in my (clear, upright) scanner and had company over. Let's just say the conversation got awkward. Turns out, none of them share my proclivities (except my girlfriend, of course ^_^)
The other time, I found out that Google keeps a record of what you've searched for. Happy times. Friend got on to check Facebook and learned a whoooole lot more about me than he wanted to know.
Anybody else got a story? I know there have to be some good ones...
I wouldn't say it's been happy times, but once, my 50/60 year old mother found one of my notebooks of my "Forced Female Desperation" series and she took it to my therapist. =_=
I got told that I was literally fantasizing about rape and that that was a BAD thing. I never got that notebook back. I was told she burned it.
After that, I learned not to leave my notebooks where anyone could see them.
Eesh, FallenStar, that's rough. Sounds like your therapist isn't very open-minded... I can understand people not "getting" the fetish, but... fantasizing about rape? That's ridiculous.
To be honest, even though I've gotten caught a couple of times by friends, I've never suffered any really negative ramifications of the fetish. My girlfriend is into it, and in fact draws me pics (which I then upload to the gallery, with the stipulation that none of them can ever be sketches of her '^_^). It sounds like you've really suffered over the whole thing, though. Yikes.
Personally, I haven't been caught (YET)
but that's because my parents aren't very perceptive.
I use hidden folders, a lotta history clearers, and my computer is password protected.
then again, my parents barely know how to get on myspace, much less search for hidden stuff, or crack my password.
Course, if they got to my computer, and cracked my code..well.....
Lets just hope it doesn't.
*doesn't keep paper copies of any stories anymore*
I have yet to be caught looking at wetting/desperation pics/videos, but once I was caught crossdressing by my mother. That was not so fun.
Oh, I did have an extremely close call though.
Once, I was on the net, and the computer froze up on this site, and wouldn't shut off, and my dad opened the door, just barely out of sight of the computer.
I think I died a little as my heart beat out of it's chest waiting to see if he would make the two steps needed to get me in trouble, or if it would go out first.....
luckily, he left, and i just had to restart my heart.
Quote from: Faust on October 16, 2009, 08:04:48 PM
Oh, I did have an extremely close call though.
Once, I was on the net, and the computer froze up on this site, and wouldn't shut off, and my dad opened the door, just barely out of sight of the computer.
I think I died a little as my heart beat out of it's chest waiting to see if he would make the two steps needed to get me in trouble, or if it would go out first.....
luckily, he left, and i just had to restart my heart.
Wow talk about a close call!
I got caught once by mom. I was about 11 or 12 and it was my first time getting into it. I guess I shouldn't really say caught since she found out by searching MY temporary internet files and MY favorites list while I was away.
After that I made sure not to get on the easyshag site that often and ended up using google to find all of my sites because she kept deleting the link everytime I favorited it. Haven't been caught since.
Just today, I accidentaly clicked google chrome with this site showing, when trying to show something to my mum. Luckily she didn;t notice. :lol:
Okay, I'll man up and reply to this thread.
I once visited the Wetting Her Panties site while at work. (BAD IDEA in retrospect.) My brother found out, thought "WTF?" and told me that's disgusting. He's ragged on me about that a couple times afterwards.
Quote from: FallenStar on October 14, 2009, 02:09:42 PM
I wouldn't say it's been happy times, but once, my 50/60 year old mother found one of my notebooks of my "Forced Female Desperation" series and she took it to my therapist. =_=
I got told that I was literally fantasizing about rape and that that was a BAD thing. I never got that notebook back. I was told she burned it.
Wow, Star. Who the hell was this therapist anyway? It's kinda giving me the desire to take a baseball bat to his skull. Stupid goddamn quack bitch! >_<
It must have been in 2002 or 2003, but one day i was using the local library to check my email. While i was at it, i decided i might as well check Shara & Ger's Female Desperation too. Some new pics had been posted, so i took a few minutes to look at them.
When i was done, i signed out, stood up, and turned around to leave. I then noticed an older guy (60-70 years maybe) was watching me. He mumbled "Jesus..." as i was leaving and i knew he had to have seen it.
I didn't think it was a big deal, but from then on i only used the computers that had privacy screens. :lol:
Quote from: Iku Nagae on October 15, 2009, 08:55:58 AM
I was caught crossdressing by my mother. That was not so fun.
I got caught like that a few times. That actually DID embarrass me. ;_;
Well my mother was pretty good about it, I mean no punishments or stuff like that. I am damn glad that no one else in my family saw it. If anything I'd rather tell them then let them find out. The same goes with me being bi.
When I first got this computer I would just do random searches on search engines (before even google). Found some site where people talking about desperation. My mom came in to ask about seeing some emails, when I closed the email window the other site was still open, quickly closed it. She asked me what that "Pee thing was", I quickly said it must have been a pop-up or ad or something. She doesn't no anything about computers, so hopefully she believed me.
I've never been caught :) ever...
...except almost this one time I was camping when I was 17. Night time,starlit, and I was DESPERATE to pee and there was no other chance to get some private time.
So I pretended to go out on the heath (full of huge bushes) to pee, where I did both. Very kinky.
It wasnt till I got lost in the scrub trying to find my way out, when I eventually got out I found my DAD just randomly staring up at the stars like:
"Oh I just needed to pee too"
I'm sure he wasn't aware of any of my stealthy night time "activities" out in the scrub (hes too dopy anyway) but I'm an over cautious type...
Once, I was sitting at my computer, watching a video from Bound2Burst (with headphone's one), and my brother walked in. I minimized the window, but didn't have time to pause it first. He talked to me for a minute or two while the intense desperation scene was still playing in my ears: "Ooh, it hurts it hurts. Ah ah." When he left, I realized that, in my haste to minimize it and turn around, I had unplugged the headphones, which meant that it could be heard throughout the room. I suspect he thought I was watching porn, but he never mentioned it again, at least that I know of.
Another time, my sister barged in (no manners in this house), and I was watching a scene with a desperate girl in a car (I think it was Jynx), and she said, "Ooh, you're watching a lady in a car? I wanna watch a lady in a car."
Luckily, none of the stuff I download is ever sexually graphic.
Another time, I was at a late meeting putting together the literary magazine at my college, and as I was about to drive my friend home, I decided to pass up the bathroom even though my bladder was pretty full. We took a wrong turn on the way to her house, and the half-hour ride turned into an hour. I have finished off a liter and a half bottle of green tea before we left. By the time we got to her house, I was crazy with desperation. Normally, I can hide pretty much any internal struggle very well. But this time, my friend looked at me and said, "You're really twitchy; are you alright?"
I said "Yes" and forced myself to sit still. We hugged and said goodbye. It was only a five-minute ride to my house from hers. When I stepped out of the car, I wet myself for the first time in years. I had a long black skirt on, so it didn't show. I only wet part of the pee, enough to get my shoes a little wet, and I let another river out when I got to the bathroom in my house.
That was a fun night.